I just finished this year's EMCC concert with NUS chinese dance on this wednesday. I actually didnt quite decide that its going to be my last with NUS, but well, I guess throughout the process I thought that NUS isnt the place for me.
Dont be mistaken, I dont think that its a bad place. I have had so many good memories that its painful to part with them. Although I didnt think that this concert set a high standard, I was nonetheless happy to be part of Fen's wonderful item and also be an ugly curator and be laughed at by the audience. I still enjoyed the process.
But people is a huge factor. People that I enjoyed dancing with are gone. I feel segregated from the group. Its turning into a place where dancing is not enjoyable anymore, but where there is lots of biasness. People only looked at dances that their friends are involved in. It reminded me of my sec 4 senior in dhs, whom I disagreed on her belief that a person is always biased.
Oh well, or maybe it is just me.
I miss the days, when da fang lian, gorgeous grace, me peiyi, xf, weiqi all danced together.
Perhaps those days are better kept in memory.
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Hm... I felt the same too. I still feel the same. Some things are just not the same anymore. 物是人非。
Nvm, the memories will forever be yours.
And, there's no perfect person in the world, just like there's no perfect dice. Bias is inevitable. Accept it babe~~~
dunch worry. if there's a will there's a way.
some day we will all be back again dancing. or so i hope.
tonight, wo/od ended. And tonite, is probably the night that dance will take a hiatus in my life for the time being.
Guess for this period that im gone, chi dance is gonna undergo even more changes with all the juniors coming up. kinda sad... but oh wells.
i guess we shall just savour all these sweet memories...
take care yea
da fang :)
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