I am going to sign the contract with my dream company this afternoon.Just want to thank my whole family, for sharing my worries and happiness in this process. Thanks for being there when I achieve my dreams.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Family (and the 100th post!!!)
I am going to sign the contract with my dream company this afternoon.Just want to thank my whole family, for sharing my worries and happiness in this process. Thanks for being there when I achieve my dreams.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Job Interviews
Wow suddenly I realised a lot of people are reading my blog. *wave wave to mr ang, my new reader"
Nothing much to blog about now, just want to update about my latest happenings. Have received calls from EY and PwC for a job interview, and the one for EY is scheduled for tomorrow morn at 10am. I am seriously panicking now!
I miss dancing, and yes da fang lian, I will try and pon my cybercrime class and go for tech. Our kbox outing someday is still on hor..We shall sing chulu together... (though i will not sing the word that caused me to demote from PDPDD...)
Sorry my dearies hc dancers for missing out on the cut hair outing!! Hope to catch up with ya soon!!
Thanks kor kor for all your words... I dunnoe whether I can continue dancing, but if I do, hope u can bring rou rou to watch too!!
And to update everyone on what mr tam is doing, he is teaching my dog how to say "chihuahua". (if u dun understand, watch this: www.youtube.com/watch?v=cj10lXyg-2Q)
Thats all folks, will update ur when I receive my job offers. *cross fingers* If I dun update, well, u better give me a hug when u see me next time.
Nothing much to blog about now, just want to update about my latest happenings. Have received calls from EY and PwC for a job interview, and the one for EY is scheduled for tomorrow morn at 10am. I am seriously panicking now!
I miss dancing, and yes da fang lian, I will try and pon my cybercrime class and go for tech. Our kbox outing someday is still on hor..We shall sing chulu together... (though i will not sing the word that caused me to demote from PDPDD...)
Sorry my dearies hc dancers for missing out on the cut hair outing!! Hope to catch up with ya soon!!
Thanks kor kor for all your words... I dunnoe whether I can continue dancing, but if I do, hope u can bring rou rou to watch too!!
And to update everyone on what mr tam is doing, he is teaching my dog how to say "chihuahua". (if u dun understand, watch this: www.youtube.com/watch?v=cj10lXyg-2Q)
Thats all folks, will update ur when I receive my job offers. *cross fingers* If I dun update, well, u better give me a hug when u see me next time.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
About the previous post..
Well I guess I was very upset then, but as time goes by, I am feeling a bit better.
I know you didn mean to offend me.
But I dun think u know the reason why i stayed in nus chinese dance was to uphold ur legacy. I failed u in dhs and deep in my heart, I didn want to take up another leadership position again. Thus when I stayed, I merely wanted to perform and feel part of a family again. Like the family u created for me in dhs.
When u left along with other seniors, I was there alone. And I held on, because I hold the same vision u have for chinese dance. When xf approached me about being the president, I was afraid and didnt want to take it up. But then, I thought it was a good chance to make amends for what I did to dhs.
But I guess I still didnt make a good dance president. In fact, I flopped quite badly but thanks to my committee, we did an okay job. And I had to choose someone even more carefully this time, to continue holding on our vision. And they did.
When I thought things are now at the peak for us, I guess I didn expect u to be disappointed wiht whats happening. I thought u will be proud of us and everything we have acheieved and changed since u left. I guess thats why I am so upset.
But u are right, no two of us will have the same experience. The night when I see dinglaoshi walked up the stage, I cried and I couldn stop. At that moment, I thought about u 2 years ago when u stood on the stage, and I thought I understood how u feel then. How it feels to stand on the stage one last time, and the last time ur batch ppl get to dance together for one last time. the pain dawned on me, much more than I can bear. Looking at these people around me, these people who were so willing to give me a hug, I am so glad u brought me in here. U gave me all these experiences.
I dun blame u for what u wrote. But I am starting to understand how we should deal with people who have left the gorup. You can listen to their comments, but dun take it to heart. Because they are not there personally, they could never feel how u are feeling then.
I am sorry if my last post sounded so upset. But I am okay now.
Hm, just that I will never do another voiceover, again. =)
PS: *wave wave* to min-san. Thanks for everything too.
I know you didn mean to offend me.
But I dun think u know the reason why i stayed in nus chinese dance was to uphold ur legacy. I failed u in dhs and deep in my heart, I didn want to take up another leadership position again. Thus when I stayed, I merely wanted to perform and feel part of a family again. Like the family u created for me in dhs.
When u left along with other seniors, I was there alone. And I held on, because I hold the same vision u have for chinese dance. When xf approached me about being the president, I was afraid and didnt want to take it up. But then, I thought it was a good chance to make amends for what I did to dhs.
But I guess I still didnt make a good dance president. In fact, I flopped quite badly but thanks to my committee, we did an okay job. And I had to choose someone even more carefully this time, to continue holding on our vision. And they did.
When I thought things are now at the peak for us, I guess I didn expect u to be disappointed wiht whats happening. I thought u will be proud of us and everything we have acheieved and changed since u left. I guess thats why I am so upset.
But u are right, no two of us will have the same experience. The night when I see dinglaoshi walked up the stage, I cried and I couldn stop. At that moment, I thought about u 2 years ago when u stood on the stage, and I thought I understood how u feel then. How it feels to stand on the stage one last time, and the last time ur batch ppl get to dance together for one last time. the pain dawned on me, much more than I can bear. Looking at these people around me, these people who were so willing to give me a hug, I am so glad u brought me in here. U gave me all these experiences.
I dun blame u for what u wrote. But I am starting to understand how we should deal with people who have left the gorup. You can listen to their comments, but dun take it to heart. Because they are not there personally, they could never feel how u are feeling then.
I am sorry if my last post sounded so upset. But I am okay now.
Hm, just that I will never do another voiceover, again. =)
PS: *wave wave* to min-san. Thanks for everything too.
Monday, September 15, 2008
Some angry feelings that I just have to vent...
Sorry that this might be offensive to some, but I need to vent this somewhere before I actually spoil my happy mood after the concert...
I was googling for feedback after my concert and most of them have been very good, except for 1 that said that the performance was boring. But well, I figured out that she was from another dance troupe and that I have went to watch their concert, and hm, I guess they didn watch their own dance concert.
But I would never have guessed that my own senior would be most disappointed with our show.
1st issue: The voiceover. I am sorry if it didn carry any emotions. But 1, I never wanted to do this voiceover. 2, I never knew what the words want to bring out. 3, I was only given 1 hour to record and laoshi didn tell me what she wants until I do the recording. But then I would still aplogize for my inability to do this well. And disclaimer, I am not upset about this issue at all.
2nd issue: Untidiness. If anyone, ANYONE dare says this batch of dancers do not have mo4 qi4, I have to say you are terribly wrong. Through my 3 years in NUS chinese dance, this has been my most closely knitted dancers ever. In fact, my batch of dancers face only one problem: our inability to bond with the seniors. And if I have to come up with a reason why we have been untidy, the answer would be laoshi's music have been getting complicated, as in it no longer goes 1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8. So many a times, we have to go according to the music, in which it is inevitable that things get a bit messy. But then, I have to admit that it is our fault but NOT due to inadequate telepathy between the dancers.
I know someone out there mean no offence. But I am just upset. I have been trying to uphold ur legacy, and bonding my batch, my future batch with ur batch of seniors. But somehow, it has never been successful.
After watching both productions, I can only say that this show is NUS Chinese Dance's turning point since I entered NUS. There may be glitches here and there, but I do think many will agree with me, that it was our best performance, and it was the first huge performance since we felt that NUS Chinese Dance bonding.
I was googling for feedback after my concert and most of them have been very good, except for 1 that said that the performance was boring. But well, I figured out that she was from another dance troupe and that I have went to watch their concert, and hm, I guess they didn watch their own dance concert.
But I would never have guessed that my own senior would be most disappointed with our show.
1st issue: The voiceover. I am sorry if it didn carry any emotions. But 1, I never wanted to do this voiceover. 2, I never knew what the words want to bring out. 3, I was only given 1 hour to record and laoshi didn tell me what she wants until I do the recording. But then I would still aplogize for my inability to do this well. And disclaimer, I am not upset about this issue at all.
2nd issue: Untidiness. If anyone, ANYONE dare says this batch of dancers do not have mo4 qi4, I have to say you are terribly wrong. Through my 3 years in NUS chinese dance, this has been my most closely knitted dancers ever. In fact, my batch of dancers face only one problem: our inability to bond with the seniors. And if I have to come up with a reason why we have been untidy, the answer would be laoshi's music have been getting complicated, as in it no longer goes 1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8. So many a times, we have to go according to the music, in which it is inevitable that things get a bit messy. But then, I have to admit that it is our fault but NOT due to inadequate telepathy between the dancers.
I know someone out there mean no offence. But I am just upset. I have been trying to uphold ur legacy, and bonding my batch, my future batch with ur batch of seniors. But somehow, it has never been successful.
After watching both productions, I can only say that this show is NUS Chinese Dance's turning point since I entered NUS. There may be glitches here and there, but I do think many will agree with me, that it was our best performance, and it was the first huge performance since we felt that NUS Chinese Dance bonding.
Friday, September 12, 2008
明天的这个时候。。。
今天是总彩。在谢幕的那一刻，眼泪几乎夺眶而出。想起明天的这一刻，半年的劳累终于在这一刻谢幕了，心中是不舍得，但又同时松了一口气。
这半年来，我们几乎是没天没夜的在练舞，连周末我们也几乎都在学校。套大方脸的一句话，我们应该在文化中心毕业，因为我们在文化中心的时间，比在课室，家里，都还要长。在这段期间，困难接炯而来，一次次的考验把我们推到谷底。但因为有了彼此的扶持，我们又勇敢的撑了下去。这段路上。有人跌倒，有人受伤。有人瘀青，有人流泪。但这一路上，无论走过什么都有人陪伴。你知道你可以向这些人吐口水，你知道你可以诚实的告诉他一切，因为这样的关系，才让彼此相知相惜。
这几天的彩排，让我看见了国大舞蹈团的坚持。有些人可以通宵去画布景，有些人可以不眠不休作头饰，有些人可以不辞劳苦的往衣橱拿别人的东西，有些人放弃了与情人相处的时间。更有人，明明已经旧伤复发了，台上做着每个动作都在紧咬着牙，却仍坚持跳下去。就因为有这些人，这次的晚会才能顺利完成。
半年了。半年来的辛苦，原来咬咬牙就过去了。当时觉得被压得喘不过气来，现在快如释重负了，有一股莫名的冲动，想要再次拥抱这个包袱。也许，是因为这是我最后一次站上这个舞台。
我很庆幸，我有幸和这么多杰出的舞蹈员合作。明天的这个时间，我会在家里，但心大概是很空虚的。很多和我同年的舞蹈员，大概也会和我一样，感叹着我们最后相聚的演出。三年了，这么快我们在一起三年了。
所以，明天的这个时间，我会尽情地哭。因为，我真的真的很不舍得你们，我的学长，我的同伴，我的学弟学妹。
这半年来，我们几乎是没天没夜的在练舞，连周末我们也几乎都在学校。套大方脸的一句话，我们应该在文化中心毕业，因为我们在文化中心的时间，比在课室，家里，都还要长。在这段期间，困难接炯而来，一次次的考验把我们推到谷底。但因为有了彼此的扶持，我们又勇敢的撑了下去。这段路上。有人跌倒，有人受伤。有人瘀青，有人流泪。但这一路上，无论走过什么都有人陪伴。你知道你可以向这些人吐口水，你知道你可以诚实的告诉他一切，因为这样的关系，才让彼此相知相惜。
这几天的彩排，让我看见了国大舞蹈团的坚持。有些人可以通宵去画布景，有些人可以不眠不休作头饰，有些人可以不辞劳苦的往衣橱拿别人的东西，有些人放弃了与情人相处的时间。更有人，明明已经旧伤复发了，台上做着每个动作都在紧咬着牙，却仍坚持跳下去。就因为有这些人，这次的晚会才能顺利完成。
半年了。半年来的辛苦，原来咬咬牙就过去了。当时觉得被压得喘不过气来，现在快如释重负了，有一股莫名的冲动，想要再次拥抱这个包袱。也许，是因为这是我最后一次站上这个舞台。
我很庆幸，我有幸和这么多杰出的舞蹈员合作。明天的这个时间，我会在家里，但心大概是很空虚的。很多和我同年的舞蹈员，大概也会和我一样，感叹着我们最后相聚的演出。三年了，这么快我们在一起三年了。
所以，明天的这个时间，我会尽情地哭。因为，我真的真的很不舍得你们，我的学长，我的同伴，我的学弟学妹。
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