Saturday, August 16, 2008

Is this where I want to be?

I saw someone cry today, and I didnt really know what to do. Its so bad seeing her sad, because deep in all our hearts, we knew we had a part to play, and we didnt do our best to stop it from happening. It starts to make me wonder, are all of us happy here or not?

So many unhappy things had happened since the beginning of the journey, and some people are tired. I try to perk myself up, and try to reassure myself that everything will be fine. But after someone pangsei me today, I start wondering again. Is everything going to come into place at all?

I am scared.

I am sad.

I am trying hard to be optimistic.

I am confused.

I dont know if I want to be here.

I am angry that I feel this way.

1 comment:

waiting-for-a-beautiful-sunset said...

hm.. i dunno if my inference skills are right. but if i am. i understand how u feel. but there's nothing much we can do. since we're all trapped in a way. somewhat. so just make the best of it lor... 1 more mth.. jiayou ba. we can pull thru tgr yea. :)