Today went off to dance with a bad start. Was feeling okay until I start dancing, feel weak and tired and coulnt stop panting. And people around say that I look pale. Strange, wonder whats wrong.
And Ah fu came today. He came to me and told me I did a good job in putting up a good performance, and that I have bonded a lot of people. But deep in my heart I felt like I have done nothing as a president. It was only because I had an extremely strong committee that I can get things done. Honestly, I don't think I contributed anything to this committee and that I havent been a great president. Haiz, but thank god that I have wonderful committee, seniors and juniors.
Didnt really receive any comments about my dances today. Dunnoe why, feel quite flop again today. I dunone to make excuse that I am sick, cos I did put in my best. haiz, cant seem to find the right way to dance anymore. I dun understand why I have to be put in front when obviously I am not performing up to standard.
Last but not least, it has been easy to develop tears in my eyes now for Shattered. All I need to do is think of my mum and tears will come on. Fast. Ha, is it a blessing in disguise that she is in US now?
Ha this post is so random, but yah, lots of thoughts to pour out. Still waiting for internship results, still fighting for time to study for midterm, still considering if I should stay in hall next year.
Hai, Huishi is no longer superwoman.
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