I am Okay

Things are getting better.

Dance Reflections ended well, the second night performance was good though there were fewer audience. From blogs, I could see that people have enjoyed the dance.

However I had to pon school on monday, due to my flu. It was a good excuse for me not to attend tutorial when my tutorials are not done, and also study for my test.

And speaking about my test, I think it went well, so one more thing down.

I am definitely going to the states with mr tam, will be booking the tix next week.

There is only one last thing to decide, that is whether to stay. It has nothing to do with the people and the environment. But somehow, I had lost my shine on stage. It seemed like nobody sees me on stage anymore, and honestly, it is a great deal to me. No matter how much I try to convince myself that dancing is never about people looking at you on stage and praising you, I cannot help but wonder what is the purpose in performing.

Perhaps I should reflect on myself. Stay in ballet and learn from the very basics again. Learn to admire the beauty of dancing. Find back the real reason for performing on stage.

Other than that I am okay. I am Huishi again. (Note the drop of the word, "superwoman".)