Dance

I am beginning to love NUS Chinese Dance.

I dunnoe why, but I am getting more and more happy to go for dance each week. Although I may not be able to talk to the TAT clique, I could talk to almost the rest of them. Seniors and peers alike. Talking to Melissa, Jing Xian makes me realise actually NUS Chinese Dance have people who are unique and different from that of others.

Not that TAT is not good. Today, Michael asked me whether I considered joining TAT. My first reaction was no. Not sure why I was so certain. In my heart, a certain part was flattered as they actually thought I was good enough to go into TAT. But, there are also parts that tells me that I cannot betray my seniors. I need to stay neutral, a pure member of NUS Chinese Dance. And also, I cant seem to get along with the TAT people. The environment may be a bit too stressful for me. So I rather go attend ballet lessons at another dance school.

Somehow, I feel that they asked me because Laoshi started putting me infront for the DR dance. But, I dun feel that it was because of my capability but rather due to my height, position and Laoshi knows me better than my peers. Moreover, Junni hasn been coming and I think she is a much better dancer than I am. But Laoshi has put me into almost the whole of the dance. A very very previledged opportunity. But I am quite not confident of myself, since my technique sucks big time. I will still do my very very best, to prove myself!

NUS Chinese Dance Rocks!